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April 2010

This is probably my last post here...

…because all of the sudden Dad told me to pack my laptop and put it in his room. Don’t ask me why, because so far I don’t violate any deals. I mean, he told me not to online after I got (at least) one confirmation from the universities I’m applying to, and then I got accepted at Paramadina… isn’t that legal?

Me and Mom are still not in a good term.

MLIA.

The good news is, the gift from @ViosID is finally arrived!

It came in a mid-sized brown envelope and inside of it was a total 400.000IDR book vouchers!!! I couldn’t.be.any.happier.than.this. As a book-lover, the gift was total heaven and I’m planning to spend it today, though I kindly spare some amounts to my cousins (which are as crazy as I am if it’s involving books!) hehe.

My plan is to go with Dad today and had him drop me at PIM while he’s going to work. I’ll spend the time there, probably going to meet up with some friends, and I’m still going to buy Mom’s favorite butter-breads to uh… soften her heart -__-

So yeah, wish me luck! x

Apr 28, 2010-1 notes
#daily life
Late-night discussion is FUN

I’m currently having this late-night Illuminati discussion with @Benakribo, hahaha. I’ve always been interested in Illuminati eversince I read Dan Brown’s The DaVinci Code, but I don’t feel like explore it deeply because I’m afraid to know the facts behind things/people that I’m familiar with/like in real life. I feel like it’s better not to know everything instead of knowing everything and live a facts-terrorized life… I don’t want that.

But anyway, I’ve always loved late-night discussions. They’re open my mind and they change the way I look at things… so yeah, late night discussions FTW! 

Apr 27, 20100 notes
#best buds #late-night posts #late-night conversations #simple things in life make me happy :)
I got accepted in Paramadina University!

I’m so happyyyyyyyyyy xD

It’s the only university in the world that teaches ‘Anti-Corruption’ subject to its students, and that applied for any majors. How cool is that? It’s a private university though, so people usually doubt the qualities but I know it IS good. Their International Relations major is one of the best in Indonesia, and besides all the teachers graduated from popular universities abroad, so yeah…

it’s good. I know it is.

I’m so relieved knowing one college application is already confirmed :)

The funny thing is, Dad told me not to go online until I got any confirmations from each universities test I’ve done, and I checked on Paramadina and I’m accepted :D

I can go onlineeeee yay! hehehe

Apr 27, 20104 notes
#daily life #future #random
I type this '=))' too many times it's starting to lost its meaning.

So many things to LOL’ed about, so many funny things happened… feel like ‘=))’ doesn’t accomodate the funny response anymore. LOL.

Apr 27, 20100 notes
#daily life #random
It's hurt when you have to say 'I hate you' to people you love the most.

Like, they don’t deserve that much of hatred but you have no choice but to hate them for what they did to you, for what kind of hurt they gave you…

Apr 27, 20102 notes
#random family moments #daily life #love
I've never been higher than a loser/failure in your eyes.
Apr 27, 2010-1 notes
#unstable #daily life #random family moments
Graduation

So today I finally finished my high-school. Yay! Honestly, I’m feeling between ‘Yay’ and ‘Nay’, but for now I guess ‘Yay!’ dominates my feeling very well. Hehe.

It was really thrilling today, I arrived late and all the teachers’ faces were like ‘:|’, they didn’t even smile! Geez. I was staring at my homeroom teacher’s face and she just looked me back with the kind of look that will make your stomach aches…

So the teachers spoke things, like how we should be prepare for the worst and everything; I wasn’t really listening because I was too busy praying and keeping myself conscious enough to wait for the big announcement.

(actually there was a crucial part that happened today but I’m not gonna spoil it here; I’ll keep it private! Ssshh)

The homeroom teachers gave us the envelopes and we opened it together and VOILA! Alhamdulillah all of us graduated! :) I cried very much, when the else stood up and hugging each other I sat there for a few seconds and cried HEHE. I was so relieved, I thought I’d never graduated because I was having trouble with Math (and though I AM now graduated, I still think I was stuck in Math) I haven’t received the results yet, but I’m pretty much assured my Math score would be a bummer. Ow yeah, PJ #11 got all students graduated this year :)

Congratulations to all of us, 12th grade survivors! May a better college life will come to us very soon ;)

Apr 26, 2010-1 notes
Apr 26, 201082 notes
#FOOD! xD #Life-time favorites #simple things in life make me happy :) #epic #daily life
Love is in the air... but not my air.

It seems like everyone’s having a good time in their love lives, left me wondering when will I get the same chance as them.

Apr 25, 20101 note
#10 #random
Fizzy's randomness is one of my favorite things in the whole wide world <3
  • fizz says (11.09 PM):
  • 'Hi ten ten /points clock /waves hand"
  • Brb
  • How to train your drrrrrrrrrragon
  • Roar
  • Az says (11.10 PM):
  • LOL =))
Apr 24, 20100 notes
#funny stuff #best buds #Fizzy's randomness #epic
Apr 23, 201058 notes
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#quotes #lifetime-favorites
My TumblrStats; what's yours?

Your tumblelog (residing at azwitasari.tumblr.com) is called my complicatedly simple thoughts and given the description “17 years old. A heavy dreamer. Welcome to my scrapbook of life :)”.

You have been an active tumblelogger since Tue, 26 May 2009 and overall you have made the total number of 1001 posts. Your last post was on Thu, 22 Apr 2010. That means 3.02 posts were made per day, and in case you haven’t noticed, your tumblelog is 0.91 years old.

At peak time, you made 219 posts in one month — that’s 7.3 posts per day.

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This is so fun! You just type in your Tumblr username and it’ll count everything for you, including your latest 50 posts, 300 posts… depending on how long you want to keep it updating your Tumblr statistics. If you have enough time to keep it updated, it’ll give you 2 things like those pictures above.

Fun fun fun! I wish I could count my Blogspot statistics :D

Apr 23, 20100 notes
#daily life #random
“Today I was talking to my boyfriend on my way home. Out of nowhere he started panicing, and I asked him what was wrong. He informed me that he had lost his new phone. I reminded him that he was currently talking on it. I love my boyfriend. MLIA” —www.MyLifeIsAverage.com
Apr 22, 2010-1 notes
Apr 22, 20102,708 notes
#10 #late-night posts
I've often wondered if love's an illusion,

…just to get you through the loneliest day.

I wondered if you were real. 

I wondered if those things were really existed in the first place;

Those sweet nothings we shared.

I wondered if us ever existed.

Apr 22, 2010-1 notes
#10 #late-night posts
Hujan

Itu hujan,

yang berderap-derap menghujam tanah,

yang suaranya begitu damai; membuaimu dalam tidur yang lelap.

Itu hujan,

yang membuat kopimu terasa nikmat tiada dua,

yang melembutkan hati dan menajamkan pikiranmu.

Itu hujan,

yang menelusup masuk ke perasanmu,

yang membuatmu termenung, terpekur mengeja hidup.

Itu hujan,

yang melipatgandakan rasa rindumu,

yang membuatmu tak sabar untuk menantinya pulang :)

3.03 PM

21 April 2010

Lagi suka puisi yang berhubungan dengan hujan :D

Hujan sore itu membuat saya jadi melankolis. Habis jarang rasanya, jam 3 sore bisa menikmati hujan di rumah, tiduran di atas kasur empuk berselimut tebal. Biasanya kalau hujan turun setiap jam 3 sore, saya berada di sekolah. 

Entah kenapa rasanya damai betul saat itu, padahal hujan benar-benar tidak bersahabat; lebat dan terdengar begitu mengancam… belum lagi petir besar yang beberapa kali menyambar. 

Puisi ini tercetus begitu saja. Dan entah kenapa, saya selalu mengkonotasikan hujan dengan kata ‘menunggu.’ Ya, banyak orang menunggu sesuatu saat hujan. Banyak orang berharap penantiannya berakhir setelah hujan berakhir. Banyak orang yang berharap pada hujan. 

Mungkin saya memang ditakdirkan untuk mencintai hujan ya… karena saya nyaris tidak pernah membenci hujan, bahkan ketika saya kehujanan. Bahkan ketika saya njeblos masuk ke selokan akibat minimnya penglihatan karena hujan turun begitu lebat. Bahkan ketika terjebak macet berkepanjangan atau telat dijemput karena hujan turun seenaknya.

Omong-omong tentang hujan, ada satu puisi yang saya suka sejak SD. Saya ingat saya pernah membacanya di sebuah buku terbitan Balai Pustaka (saya lupa judulnya apa). Bahkan setelah bertahun-tahun tidak membaca puisi itu, saya masih ingat betul judul serta pengarangnya. Ya, Hujan Bulan Juni karangan Sapardi Djoko Damono. 

Bahkan saat saya masih kecil pun, saya sudah menganggap puisi itu indah sekali. Saya belum mengerti banyak tapi selalu ada perasaan damai yang menelusup saat membaca puisi itu dalam hati. Selalu ada sesuatu yang membuat saya tersenyum, selalu ada sesuatu yang hangat mengalir dalam diri saya setiap kali saya membacanya.

Hujan memang tempat para penyair menggali inspirasi.

Hujan tidak akan pernah berhenti menjadi inspirasi. Hujan tidak akan pernah berhenti menyayangi kita…

Apr 22, 2010-1 notes
#daily life #random #late-night posts
Reblog with your top 3 current girlcrushes

followandreblog:

poeticheartache:

breathsoftruth:

Summer Glau, Peyton List, Katie McGrath

Kaya Scodelario, Jessica Stroup, Vanessa Hudgens

Kaya Scodelario too! Dianna Agron, Siobhan Magnus

(via puffandruffle)

Kaya Scodelario, Bianca Safinah Hanafiah, Vanessa Hudgens <3

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